It's been 2 months now since the tragedy. Birthday, Christmas and probably New Year and still no us. We see each other from time to time but there's no improvement we're still on the friend zone. Sometimes I can stand her but she's really putting me on the test and I just can't bare it. Maybe she's right I'm the one who wanted it so deal with it but she just can't accept my reasons. Her mind is so shut right now thinking of the fact I left her for some stupid reason. I really can't read what's going on her mind right now.
I only got 1 month left to fix things up but I'm becoming impatient again with her attitude... alright I told myself that I'll be patient if you happen to read my early post but the way she treats me I'm running out of it. 1 month left?... she'll be going to Atlanta on feb for 5 months and If I fail... who knows what will happen?. Awful things happen during that span of time specially the fact that it's long distance and we're not committed. I got a lot of questions running of my mind... what if one of us lost the feeling? What if someone comes on our life? Can I still accept her as a friend? things like that...
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